beyond imperfections..

a change.

2006-11-11T01:31:00.000-08:00

friends.

i created another blog: http://sugarybeam.blogspot.com and i am to update that one na lng=p

haha! tke cre pipol!:)

*note: don't wori. d chatbox here and in my new blog are the same. haha!:))

broken pieces.

2006-10-30T04:29:00.000-08:00

iv been slaved by darkness.

i hate this feeling.

im broken.

no signal for ncr.

2006-10-29T20:00:00.000-08:00

disgusting.

the wind blew hard and it rained the whole night in taft..

but surprisingly, no signal was declared for ncr.

i was expecting not to go to class today *yak, tamad* and continue sleeping in my comfy bed.=p

ooh..well.

i went to class and saw a perfect face that lightened up my day.

hahaha..=p

at xmpre, since i don't want my umbrella to be turned upside down,
i brought a big one.ahehe.=p

at first, i find it shameful xe anlaki2 mxdo ng payong ko,
pero at the end of it all,
i realized one thing.
as quoted from what gianne said:
"Mas okay naman magdala ng malaking payong kaysa naman pumasok ng basang-basa ka sa ulan. Hindi yun cool no?"

and she's right, isn't she? haha.=p

*NOTE: I hope that the super typhoon paeng won't destroy a million lives just like what milenyo did. Let us all pray for each one's safety.=p

hmmp.

2006-10-26T22:26:00.000-07:00

life is so cruel.

ai shur shami?=p -->by rachelle

2006-10-26T01:58:00.000-07:00

upon browsing the net, i saw this chinese character and i feel like posting it here. so here. haha=p

AI - love

Passion makes the world go round.

Love just makes it a safer place.

woah people.Ü

2006-10-26T01:37:00.000-07:00

jv once said when we were in the computer laboratory: "casti, pagpalitin mo na lang ng pwesto ung blog mo at ung chatbox mo..mas interesado sila s chatbox mo e..haha". like parang ewn to c jv..pero in some ways, i tnk his kinda right. biruin mo naman, tv personalities tag in my blog db?Ü well. are they genuine tv personalities?hmm.Ü

deviating from the topic, rachelle was the one who put the views counter in my page, and she chose that it would be of feature "every unique user hits". and i can't believe that 73 unique users have checked out my blog. at nakakaiyak un. haha.=p

going back, my chatbox is now full of different people of different message and of different classes. come to think of it. from baldo to jong hilario to romnick sarmienta to erap estrada, sino ba namang hnd maiintriga dun db? and take note, the tags were so funny. kahit ako natatawa e.=p

just to spill their moments, some messages in my chatbox were from known people that was tagged by my colleagues. JV COCJIN and LAWRENCE RODRIGUEZ never fail to visit my blog every time they enter the net. and their target: my chatbox. wow. isn't that great? weh. it's not great talaga. haha.=p

i just made this entry because before, i was wondering why some people that visit my blog seemed to laugh once they see my page. but now, i can perfectly say that my chatbox is an amusing feature of this blog.

and thanks to jv and lawrence for making those persons checking this out smile.=p

oops! im not mad.=p

upon pondering,

i just realized na i can't stop people from tagging humorous ideas naman e.=p

basta no offensive lines ok?Ü

odd day.=I

2006-10-26T01:14:00.000-07:00

my thursday (26.10.06) seemed to be unusual compared to the other days.

it was filled with sadness.

all of my classes were of distressing ambiance.

some of my friends even felt blue.. and i dunno y.

hmmm.

how come ds day was cloaked wd loneliness?

ooh.

bring us back in high spirits.

and spare us from gloominess.

on cloud nine, please?Ü

programming is a problem. i min, a good problem.

2006-10-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

since im a computer systems engineering student,
deal with programming.
love programming.

we've started the case study.
but mps weren't. *not even a header file was typed*

hmm.

goodluck nlng sau casti.

*** NOTE: Ronald Gotauco, help naman. haha. sorry knina s ym.=p

gianne makes me think.

2006-10-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

You can erase someone from your mind.

Getting them out of your heart is another story.

out of nothing.

2006-10-15T21:34:00.000-07:00

HERE WITHOUT YOU

by 3 doors down

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate

They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello

I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

it gets hard but it won’t take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done

it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

but tonight girl it’s only you and me

im exhausted.

2006-10-12T04:48:00.000-07:00

compro2 test: failed.

algocom test: soon to fail.

digital test: close to failing.

what more?

oooh.

i wish ds won't happen.. ever.

i don't want to fail any subject this term.

i cry for help.

i won't ever want to spend christmas time crying over 0.0 grades.

*** SCRIBBLES ***

October 11: Happy Birthday MoM!Ü

Happy Birthday Ken Mallari!Ü

Happy Birthday Dennis Cagampan!Ü

October 13: Happy 18th Birthday Kate Sibal!Ü

ponder.

2006-10-05T22:44:00.000-07:00

everybody talks shit about everybody.

and reality bites.

an argument. the case: BASILAB ANALYSIS

2006-10-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

tomorrow will be the submission of our basilab experiment paper, but it seems like its unaccomplishable. why? gianne and rachelle are fighting over basilab experiment paper parts.

iv finished d conclusion and recommendations part already. but the analysis part is left to whom? oooh. can't decide. haha.=p

so goodluck nlng s atin.=p

gianne is bangag! wohoo=p

milenyo attack.

2006-09-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

thursday: no classes.

i was in taft. i woke up at about 11 o'clock due to the sound of the wind that was really horrifying. i soon looked outside d window and i saw an unexpected landscape. trees were almost turned down, a million leaves were flying around, the rain seemed to be endless and the wind was really untolerable.

and alas! no electricity. *i hate it*

wen d rain and wind started to calm down, me and my cousin went out to search for food. and god. all fastfoods were closed and almost all trees were pulled away from its roots. there were no cars on the streets and almost all establishments were closed. i haven't imagine that this scenario would ever happen in taft. but it did. impossible became possible.

i just realized that at times, why do people become afraid of their enemies well in fact, it is more frightening when nature starts to hate us for abusing its beauty, right? ponder on this. can our human enemies turn down trees like how our nature simply did? *wala lng..i just thought of it.haha*

d storm was terrible.
and it disturbed a million lives.
including mine.

twisted.

2006-09-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

rai rodil didn't even teach me the graphing thing in baselec.
*thanks jerick for at least clarifying wd me the answer to one question*

it was wednesday afternoon at skul wen i knew dt there wud be no classes on thursday. *tnx tita* and i was like shocked wd d news. i never felt the said storm during dt tym, 'coz i was in the comp lab doing some sort of programming. but wen i went out and head my way straight to our room for baselec depex *ooh, siyet*, the cold air embraced me and the noisy raindrops disturbed me. i knew it. there would really be no classes the following day.

i told my blockmates about it afterwards. but they didn't believe me. hmm. did it sound like a joke that tym ha? *ooh, well* basta, nawalan nga ng pasok nung thursday. pati friday. haha. *i told yah*

nwei, wd regards to the baselec depex, my brain was twisted totally. i even lost my concentration 'coz martin and dennis were teasing me during the test. *wala kasing bantay* pero asa p ko db? il fail. and dts siyet.

good thing that that night of failure led me to a goodnight sleepÜ *overstressed.wohoo*

my head hurts.

2006-09-26T08:30:00.000-07:00

basic electronics (baselec) exam tomorrow. and im dead.

eversince we started studying those diodes, my brain was twisted harshly..and it hasn't gone back to its original state since then.

crap. il fail.
and i don't want to.

who could help me untie the knots inside my head?
they're really killing me.

please help me.
i need wisdom.
or im dead tomorrow.

jerick, hear me. nhhrapan n kmeng lht s baselec.
siyet.

12:06 AM

2006-09-25T09:08:00.000-07:00

6 minutes have passed.

but im still not late..

still not late to greet:

JOHN LESTER SALCEDO and HENNY SHIELA PASCUA

a happy birthday!=p

haha=p

genpsyc paper [x]
basilab exp paper [x]

oooh! thnk God! haha..

nytie..just here to update this thingÜÜÜ

pintura.

2006-09-25T04:14:00.000-07:00

i woke up early in the morning *around 8 am* even though my first class starts at 920 p. gianne and rachelle texted and we decided to meet s southgate para sbay2 pumsok. i ate breakfast, took a bath and fixed myself *in a rush, ayoko ma-late e..bagong buhay*. at around 855, i started walking my way to school.=p

as soon as i arrived *and they were both looking at me kasi nauna nnman sila dumtng dun kesa sa akin*, naglakad n kami papuntang gokongwei *and its relatively far..haha*. wen we arrived at gox, we saw ken mallari.=p and he was like shocked wd my face. *what the hell is wrong wd my face?* he told me: "anong nangyari sa mukha mo?kiniskis mo ba yn sa wall?grabe.super puti." *and dt was said by ken in roaring accent..geee!* i was really ashamed wd wt he said. i even felt mad to rachelle and gianne 'coz for the whole time we were walking, they didn't even bother to tell me how "glowing" my face was. but then, my colleagues said that it was in normal color nman..dt i was just of white complexion..tsk3.. however, gianne realized n my cheeks were white nga..e i didn't put anythng on my face except for powder..hmm.. *do i need to tan?haha*

another thing, jerick and i have the same shirt color knna. rai rodil and ron gotauco even teased us dt we're doing some dresscode patterns. and that's absurd. *haha.*

classes went well..except for digilab. kc nman ang hrap ng circuits dun e..grrr..we haven't finish doing it for 4 hours so we got a minus ten in the final report that is to be submitted next monday. and i fil terribly sad about it. hmmp.

i need rest.=p

post.

2006-09-25T03:40:00.000-07:00

pose.
posing.
pamposter.

yak. magfeeling b dw ako. eewness.

before i sleep.

2006-09-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

woah. im now addicted.

addicted to blogging. *laughs*

honestly, i dunno if its excitement that i feel 'coz iv been consecutively typing things in here. well actually, i just think that the next days would be busy days and i won't e able to send updates. *as if anyone cares right?haha* eion, we've just finished our digilab experiment paper that is to be submitted tomorrow. and thank God, i can now sleep.

im just quite guilty 'coz i haven't helped rachelle in answering the remaining questions in our paper. and she ends up really tired. she was the one who even printed the final output 'coz i ran out of ink. *sigh*

gianne even waited for me..and it turned out that she has already signed out from YM when i came. im so sori.=( *thanks to the "fast" internet connection i hav..as if*

anyway, updates about the genpsyc paper:
[x] introduction

[x] problems/objectives

[x] methodology

[x] results

[ ] discussion

[ ] conclusion

[x] appendix

basilab experiment paper, finished.

paperworks are about to be accomplished. and im relieved. at least now, i can have a goodnight sleep.=p

that ends this entry. woah.=p

still need to wake up at 8 o' clock sweetie!Ü

goodnight Philippines and good night world! mwahÜÜÜ

PS: To Carlo Miguel Lee, sorry kung hindi kta natulungan s digilab experiment paper. Si Rachelle nagsagot nung questions namen e.=p

my dlsu colleagues.=D

2006-09-24T04:12:00.000-07:00

L-R: gianne, casti, rachelle

We're DLSU's pride..as in sabong panlaba..haha..=p

thanks guys for making my day colorful and wonderful.=p

pra ke gianne, tnx 4 making it worst!=p

wohoo..mhal ko kau!=p

2006-09-24T03:52:00.000-07:00

THE FIRST KAPS!

kaps aisne and kaps casti

kaps trixia and kaps casti

i miss those old days na tumatambay tayo s starbucks til 2 in the morning and the times when we were searching the streets for itlog pugo at kropeck n mkkaen while chatting s lobby ng dorm=p

iloveyou both!=p

first time. first post.

2006-09-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

blog? what does this supposed to contain anyway?

rachelle texted me last night. she told me that she has finally made her blog. curious, i checked out her site. it has a chatbox, posts, pictures and etc. --the usual things a blog is composed of. iv been hearing "blogs" every now and then, and iv seen so many of the same kind. but im just not so convinced to make one for myself.. until this time, that thinking turned upside down.

welcome to my blog. *haha* is there anyone who'll check this out? *winks*

i dunno what amazing force drove me to create my own blog. i guess i was influenced by rachelle *haha* to make one. but seriously speaking, i made ds because i wanted to express my thoughts. it was like taking a break from a hectic world, then letting you type all things inside your truest self--without hesitations, without hindrances. its refreshing. and i can breathe. breathe deep.

this time, i didn't go home to cavite. so here i am, alone in the dorm, pondering on things worth to ponder. *ooh!* actually, iv decided to stay here for only one reason: finish all papers that are needed to be submitted this week. Tons of paperworks knock on my door, and even if i don't want to let them in, they would insist to do so. huwaw. This weekend, we should finish the digilab experiment paper, basilab experiment paper and genpsyc research paper. and dt's a deadline. *aargh!* it was just the second week of term 2, but why do the subjects bring me too much exhaustion? or was I the one really weary from the start?

studying is a chore. *haha* all my subjects this term seemed to be totally ununderstandable. *is there such a word?ooh,well* professors are great, and i love the way they teach. however, the point is, the subjects super hate me. and i think that even if i beg them to like me, they won't and instead, they'll curse me. *haha* every single stroke that our teachers write on the board seemed to be a million knots tied inside my head. huwaw. give me wisdom please.

current feeling: oh crap! i hate it! i want to go home! i miss our house, my mom, my tita, my dad and every single object inside our house. il make sure that il go home next weekend. itaga nyo yn s bato. *nyek, corny*